honestly, aku wish je aku leh crite suma bnda aku tgh rse dlm hati nie kat mama....coz i know somehow mama really good of mking pple feel much better..she does know how to soothe pple when they are sad, mad or depress..but i just cant..its kinda hard for me to mess her head's up with my problem...beside i'm always gonna be the one who never have problem in that house..that what she always said when problem seem to come non stop to our family... she once said, ermm..thank god ader anak pmpn yg sorg nie yg kurang wat mslh n takde mslh pon...so u can see like how angel im acting at home...instead of me talking bout my problem to mama, mama is the one is keep telling me all of the problem that she's been having... i just want this 2009 years goes by very2 soon...it's really a bad year for me...ini lah thun aku pling byk gdoh dgn org..thun pling byk aku nges..thun pling penat bagi aku..
tadi aku dgr lagu veronicas-mouth shut...when i heard that song, somehow aku rase tu la yg aku slalu wat smpi org yg aku nak phm aku tak pnh nak phm aku...hahahaha...stupid me...if i keep my mouth shut n not telling anyone what i really feel deep2 inside of me msti la suma orang takkan fhm kan..that's life..i should learn from all the mistake that i've did. Ader org pnh tyer aku satu solan nie, " why u keep rmmber all the past?" n the answer is simple....because im afraid of making the same mistake, im afraid if i forgot the past, i'll keep making the same mistake, the same thing all over again.....
but one thing that pling berharga bagi aku this year is that, i learn who is my friend who is my foe.....ader kawan yg buat aku feel like i was in heaven, n ader yg wat aku seeking for a save haven... weird but that's life kan??? kita takkan terpikir ader bnda2 yg cm nampk bdh tapi bermakna giler2 kat kita...and i did learn something about my "JOB"
tadi aku dgr lagu veronicas-mouth shut...when i heard that song, somehow aku rase tu la yg aku slalu wat smpi org yg aku nak phm aku tak pnh nak phm aku...hahahaha...stupid me...if i keep my mouth shut n not telling anyone what i really feel deep2 inside of me msti la suma orang takkan fhm kan..that's life..i should learn from all the mistake that i've did. Ader org pnh tyer aku satu solan nie, " why u keep rmmber all the past?" n the answer is simple....because im afraid of making the same mistake, im afraid if i forgot the past, i'll keep making the same mistake, the same thing all over again.....
but one thing that pling berharga bagi aku this year is that, i learn who is my friend who is my foe.....ader kawan yg buat aku feel like i was in heaven, n ader yg wat aku seeking for a save haven... weird but that's life kan??? kita takkan terpikir ader bnda2 yg cm nampk bdh tapi bermakna giler2 kat kita...and i did learn something about my "JOB"
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aku faham perasaan bila kita tak blh nak luahkan pe kita rasa... kita nak buat org happy,tp kita sndri yg tpaksa tanggung hati yg sakit. hurm... nak buat mcm manaa kan.... kdg2 kita mmg tpaksa pendam utk kebaikkan org lain.
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