My WORLD

everyone ade dnia dorg sndri kan....i mean mmg kita dlm dunia yg sme but we create our own world which kita rse slmt n kita bahagia,mcm blog cnthnyer....i dont know y tadi tb2 aku nk try searcg blog this one person...i mean...aku dh lme tau die ade blog but die tak pnh bgi n no one ever knew bout it....that i dont really care...but wat ak trasa sgt2...is that ....knapa bnda yg tak ptot die ckp die ckp? i mean i trust that person to know my big secret....aku pcy sgt kat dier...but leh lak die tlis kat blog die pasal aku...n then tak ckop dgn tu kutuk aku...at least aku kutuk die pon skit2 jer kot if aku tlis dlm blog sklipon....rte now aku sgt2 rase curiga the reason die nak kawan blik sbb tlalu rmi pnipu...aku dh tak tau nak bzakan yg mane btol n yg mane tak...rte now aku doubt sgt2 dgn suma org skliling aku.....spnjg hdup aku tak pnh ader pon org yg ikhlas kawan dgn aku...tak kisah la aku jadi diri aku or aku pura2 bek..xcept JIJIE je la..die je fhm aku, ad time aku plukan sum1...rte now aku sgt2 bnci ayat KAWAN or KAWAN BAIK...that's y aku n jijie ckp kitaorg adik brdik...sbb that's word adlh ayat yg kami bnci sgt2......maybe ad org akan trasa if baca this thing but honestly, aku tak pnh tau pon prgai die cmtu...ak ingt die tu lain dri yg lain...but 1rahsia...only ONE SIMPLE SECRET i ask u to keep but u cant just bcoz u have such a big mouth n told everyone in ur blog....ssh ke nak pgg kpd janji tu? ko janji kan aku byk bnda...tpi in the end aku jer yg keep on hldng those prmses....mybe aku ptot bgi tau ko knapa aku tkot jdi kawan ko.........sbb aku tkot aku takleh nak bnci ko or marah ko walopn aku nk...sbb ko mmg tak pnh tau mcm mane aku syg org...especially pple yg i do care so much...spnjg hdup ko ko ade byk org yg syg ko, tpi aku cma ader fmily ak n jijie yg syg ak as kawan....at least aku tak pnh ckp " g mampos jgn kaco hdup aku" or mybe "bdak haram"....urmm...that's not a little hash but too much.....sesungguhnyer aku wish ko akan jmpa sumone yg ko syg as kwn sgt2 n trust sgt2 mcm aku rse kt ko n aku hope sgt that person wat pe ko pnh wat kat aku....i do want to wish that...but aku tau cmner skit nyer rse skit hati tu biler org kita pcy n syg luka kan hati kita....so aku cma doa kan ko bhgia dgn dnia ko...dgn cara hdup ko...maybe aku yg bdh n bkn slh ko pon..cma aku je yg bdh tok ttp mata aku too see the truth...ak dh byk kali nges tok ko..tpi ko cm mncaci aku dlm blog ko....