Love & Hate

love and hate two different thing but yet still connected each other..Falling in love is hard, so does trying to hate a person..seriously if i could choose one thing to do in this world, i would rather choose not to falling in love or love anyone. Mama slalu cakap kat aku jangan permainkan hati dan perasan orang lain, cause someday it might hit u back..dulu aku pnh jtoh cinta..sgt syg that person, and i do admit die lain dri yang lain..but aku tpksa lpaskn die demi kawan baik aku, demi nak dapat kawan baik aku balik...but now, all of sudden..die tinggalkan aku..sgt snang die ucapkan ayat tu kat aku...dlu die pnh ckp dlm byk2 bnda kat dlm dunia nie die jarang nk fikir ape yang aku rase, sbb bagi dier aku ader dalam diri dier..bagi dia kalo aku skit die akan rse skit tu, kalo aku sedih die akan rse sedih tu..tpi why cant she felt what i felt rite now of HOW MUCH SHE HURT ME..hurt me sooo bad...

maybe it was so easy for her just to walk away and never look back. i got her picture next to my bed, i want to tear it apart but i just cant somehow. i still love her. i just love her more than anything. kinda klaka when this other bestfriend of mine suh aku bnci die..i just cant simply hate people. no matter how bad tht person make me hurt, in the end i just forgive them.

HATE...could please sumone help me to hate her...i want her out from my life..i just doesnt want to forgive her..i just want to forget that she ever lived in my life.sb aku rase skit syg die slme nie.dan aku rse sgt2 skit rndukan die slme sbln nie..i hurt other pple when aku takleh lpaskn die dlm hati aku. Mama ckp kt aku, if ader org tak suka kita,kita mntk kt allah yg one day org tu akn ska kt kita...to be honest aku tak nak..aku tak nak die dtg blik dlm hdup aku...die slalu dtg dan pergi n wat aku rase macam aku nie "sampah" kadg2...die tak pnh aggp aku kawan...kalo aku btol kawan die, die takkan ckp ape yg die wat nie untuk aku bahagia..sebab ini adalah DERITA...aku DERITA kerana syangkan ko..DERITA kerana trlalu rndukan kau